Bahagia.

They know my name and read my blog. Then, they'll know everything about me. That's scary.

Hai awak-awak. I started to become lazy and byebye I really don't want to update anything here. What for? There's no reason why I should put every single thing here. Maybe some other time, when I have tons of story to be told. Come to mama on Twitter aite? See you there.

p/s : To lelaki-lelaki, tak kuasa dah aku. Jangan datang dekat lebih-lebih. I don't want to. Aku ada cinta teragung, by getting closer to HIM.

Day 06- Favorite super hero and why

He is my super hero. My Abah. Tak main la super hero kat tv tu.

Well, the reasons will be because he is my dad. The one that raise me up. Taking care me with his warm love. The one that give me the money money money and brought me a car. He pampered me like I'm his lil girl. He even kiss me on my cheeks every night. He is truly my super hero, the one and only. He treat all his children fair and square. He even can cook. He is so cool and never be hot tempered. He knows how to blend well with adults, old folks, even with toodlers. He is so calm and cool as you all can see while he is driving. His smile makes me melt. He looks so young than his actual age. He is also clear in every desicion he made. He is even responsible yet always be trusted . He is the best adviser after my mom.

You know what, the list will never end. I'll stop here before you yawn. Whatever it is, my Abah is my super hero. Period.

Love you Abah, XOXO.

p/s : Lately ni post semua serious semacam. Am I really turning old?

Driving Attitude

Dulu masa tingkatan 5, aku pergi sekolah bawa moto. Sekolah bukan dekat. Nak dekat 20 minit juga lah, siap kena pakai helmet. Memang dah terdedah dengan jalan raya masa sekolah lagi. Memang dari dulu, I just love to speeeeeeeed.

Lepas SPM, terus buat lesen kereta pulak. Hari-hari practice, mahirkan skill memandu. And after 2 years, no more P. Memang aku bawa kereta manual. Tambah pulak kereta aku jenis yang sporty, ekzos besar yang bunyinya boleh buat telinga berdenggung(orang duk tanya kereta turbo ke). Lagi la terasa seperti racer.

Dan, aku ni jenis yang suka memerhati. Kalau dalam kereta(Abah yang drive) walaupun pergi Kelantan, aku tetap tak tidur walau penat macammana pun. Aku memang akan jadi co-pilot setia Abah. Aku lebih suka berjaga dan memerhati jalan-jalan, kereta-kereta, dan tabiat-tabiat pemandu. Memang, sedikit sebanyak aku belajar benda baik dan tak baik dari pemerhatian aku ni.

Serious aku cakap I'm soooo different from other girls. Bukan membangga, tapi memalukan. Kadang-kadang aku akan drive biasa je. Bergantung kepada mood la sebenarnya. Tapi selalunya, being me, the egoistic person yang pantang tengok orang lain melebih-lebih dari kita, mula lah tebiat tak berapa nak elok ni.

Main cucuk-cucuk dengan kereta depan. Cucuk serapat yang boleh. Lepas tu kasi tekanan, sikit ke kiri ke kanan biar orang depan nampak. Pantang orang blocking jalan aku.

Main kejar-mengejar, potong-memotong. Aku pernah race dengan lagi dua kereta yang pemandunya dua-dua lelaki and I won. Adik aku dah menjerit dalam kereta "Woi nak mati katak ke?!!!"

Speed bagai nak gila kat highway dengan memandu kereta tin milo buatan malaysia. Pernah speeding kat highway lebih 150km/j. Aku siap ambil video masa ni. Yang off record tak tahu la laju mana.

Toksah cakap la kalau tak sabar tu, potong kereta lain menyelit-yelit masuk lane sana, masuk lane sini. Kalau highway ada 3 lane, semua lane tu akan aku gunakan untuk memotong.

Tak kira lagi berapa kali aku rebut parking. Memang macam dah dikira samseng jalan dah ni.

And aku tak pernah langsung sama sekali accident dan ini menyakinkan aku.

Tapi,

Terlampau ramai yang nasihatkan aku bahaya bahaya bahaya. Bukan bahaya sebab accident je, tapi bahaya mungkin boleh kena belasah dengan samseng bila salah cari lawan. Samseng ni pantang bila kita bagi lampu, ikut rapat-rapat etc. Toksah cakap la parents aku memang bising sampai tak bagi aku memandu dah. Abang aku asyik marah aku drive laju sangat nak kemana. Kawan-kawan lelaki pun ramai pesan drive elok-elok sebab diorang banyak pengalaman. Aku tahu, malang tak berbau ye dak? Siap kang mati katak aku nanti. Amalan dah la sejemput. Entah apa yang nak dikejar sebenarnya.



Sekarang ini tengah cuba sedaya-upaya dan sehabis-daya untuk drive secara normal seperti perempuan lain. Please, pleeeeease doakan ye?

a guy with no manners

Semalam kat KLCC,

I was waiting for my friends. They went to the toilet for a while. Then datang this foreigner guy(mybe from Saudi or something) asking me where is surau. Aku pun tengah duk explain clearly to him so that he can understand, suddenly ada this Malay typical guy menyampuk dari jauh. He was quite far from me. Dahla menyampuk, lepas tu menjerit "Just go to info counter and ask there."

You tell me, how rude is that! I was explaining to that foreigner kot.

It may looks like a petty thing but for me it is way too much. There are many people around that time. How can you humiliate others just like that. That's too rude. I can't accept that. My face turned red!

Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to

This picture was taken when we were at London on December 1999. Masa ni winter sampai baju pakai 4 lapis. Masa ni me and my family transit dekat London from Ghana, going to Malaysia. Aku yang pakai tudung biru. Tengok mata pun boleh kenal kan.

Almost 2 years(1998-end of 1999), me and my family tinggal di Ghana sebab Abah kerja kat sana. Siapa tak kenal Ghana? Ghana masuk world cup bola sepak. Kalau tak tahu, pergi google. They are all black. Kalau dalam gelap nampak gigi diorang je. I can say, this is the best memories that I ever had. One day, I really would like to go to Ghana to meet the Ghanaians yang aku kenal and refresh back the memories.

In my house near Accra, Ghana. Aku yang pakai shorts tu. Memang takde kerja petang-petang, main panjat-panjat je lah. Takkan nak main sorok sorok dengan budak Ghana kot. Scary much. Aku dulu sekolah dengan foreigner from Libya je. Memang takde kawan dengan budak Ghana. They are all black weh. Rambut bersimpul-simpul. Badan bau tengit. Muka gelap menakutkan.

The beach somewhere in Ghana. Nama je pantai tapi langsung takde orang. Aku lah tu, semangat apa entah cari shells.

Abah(second from the left) with his officemates. Tengok orang Ghana tu nampak gigi je, hidung pun tak nampak dah.

p/s : Gambar sikit sebab malas nak selongkar almari cari gambar masa kat Ghana. Letak mana yang ada dalam laptop je. Later I'll upload more.

p/s/s : "Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have" aku buat nanti lah. Hutang dulu ye. Malas nak fikir.

Abah,

Today is you birthday. Oh Allah how can I say this. I'm supposed to be happy but I'm crying over here alone without you knowing. I can't barely look into your eyes. You have done soooooooo much thoughful things for me. But I never be good for you.

I love you Abah. I really do.

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